I have fitday.com blocked on every machine I use.

So I'm trying out this intuitive eating thing.  I'm not good at it, because the first step is coming to terms with the fact that I have to eat.  *annoyed*  Sometimes it works, though - this was my thought process while at the store the other... week, I think:

- Dammit, I should get something to eat for dinner.
- What do I want to eat?
- Not the usual pasta/rice crap.  The sameness is aggravating.
- I don't want a salad, though...
- I kind of want something chewy.
- Oh!  Chicken?
- Yes!  Chicken and mashed potatoes and corn and gravy!  Okay.

And so I got that and it was delicious.  Hm.

I'm reminded of this because currently I would slaughter whole computers for a thing of cherry-flavoured Jello, and I have no reasoning for this a'tall.

In other news, I said that I was no longer going to step on scales, since when I do, it goes poorly for me.  I have this thing in my head about trimming numbers down as far as I can, which is great for file sizes but really bad for my body.  I'm extending this to include "Also, I will tell doctor-folk this so they won't tell me my weight".  Because I'm smart!